On July 21st, I attempted the Vermont 100 Mile Endurance
Race. I didn't finish. This is one of the five oldest 100
miles trail runs in the United States.
I needed a Western States qualifier, and I chose this one because it’s
run mostly on jeep roads and horse trails.
It’s hilly, but my understanding was that it’s not technical.
When I entered this race, I was still only running about
once a week. I didn’t know if I could be
in shape to run 100 miles, but this seemed like a fairly walkable course. The time limit is 30 hours. I figured if I could walk 100 miles in 24
hours at FANS, I could probably walk 100 hilly miles in 30 hours. If necessary, I could do just enough running
to keep myself on pace.
By the end of June, I was not only capable of walking 100
miles, but I was back to running every other day. After a strong performance at the Manitoba Marathon, I was much more
confident that I was in good enough shape to run a significant percentage of the
race. I was also getting more confident
that I could do so without injuring my back.
Three weeks before the race, I started to experience some inflammation
in my left leg, where my hamstring meets my pelvis. I had done two fairly aggressive walking
workouts that day. After the second one,
I suddenly had discomfort just walking around the house. I wasn’t sure if it was a partial tear or
just tendonitis, but I took it pretty seriously.
I was already as well-trained as I was going to be, so there
was no good reason why I couldn’t cut back in my training. I took three days off, and iced it a few
times a day. When I no longer felt
discomfort doing day-to-day activities, I went for a walk at a slower than
usual pace. I felt OK for the first five
miles, but then I felt a little bit of soreness. The next day, I went for a run. I was able to go farther before feeling any
discomfort, but I still felt a little soreness toward the end of my run.
After two more days off, I felt like I was back to normal,
but I continued to train cautiously. At
this point, I was doing just enough training to lose conditioning. I limited myself to one workout per day, at
most, and continued to take rest days.
I was feeling like I was back to normal and got more
confident that I’d be OK for the race.
Then, after two weeks of really holding back in my walking, I did a
brisk walk on a hilly route. I felt some
discomfort during my walk, and continued to feel sore later in the day. That was just six days before the race.
After that, I did only one workout in the next five
days. Going into the race, I was a
little worried about losing conditioning, but I was much more worried that I
wasn’t sufficiently healed. I felt OK
running at a moderate pace and walking at a cautious pace, but I didn’t know if
I could walk at a brisk pace. I also
didn’t know how it would hold up over 100 miles of hills.
That forced me to abandon my original pacing plan. If I couldn’t walk at a fast pace, I had to
do more running to maintain a fast enough pace.
Walking 100 miles in 30 hours would be fairly easy if it was flat, but
this race is hilly. I knew I’d be slow
on the steeper hills, so I had to compensate for that. I was still afraid to do too much downhill
running, so my new plan was to walk the downhill sections and do a run/walk mix
on the uphill sections.
The Vermont 100 is run on private land in eastern Vermont,
starting and finishing at Silver Hill Meadow in West Windsor. The closest major airports are Burlington, VT
and Manchester, NH. There aren’t any
direct flights from Minneapolis to either of these cities, so getting there
involved two flight segments, plus some driving.
I needed to be at Silver Hill Meadow by Friday afternoon for
check-in and a mandatory pre-race briefing.
I knew I couldn’t get there on time if I flew out on Friday, so I flew
to Manchester on Thursday and drove to White River Junction, which is about 20
miles from Silver Hill Meadow. I could
have found closer lodging, but I stayed at the Hampton Inn in White River
Junction, so I could stick with a familiar hotel chain. I didn’t want to risk any unpleasant
surprises.
After checking in at Hampton Inn, I had dinner in town. Then I tried to get to bed as early as I
could. I didn’t sleep well that night,
which is a shame, since it was my only chance to get a full night’s sleep.
Friday morning, I slept in as late as I could. That turned out to be 5:45. I had breakfast at the hotel. Then I drove to Silver Hill Meadow to pick up
my race packet and do my pre-race medical check. The medical check included a pre-race
weigh-in wearing the same gear I planned to use for the race.
This race also includes a 100 mile horse riding race. The courses are different, but they have
quite a bit of overlap. While I was at
the meadow, I saw several of the horses in the camping area.
When I was done checking in for the race, I drove back to
White River Junction to drop off my race packet and change into street clothes. Then I drove just across the river into West
Lebanon, NH, where I discovered this lasagna pizza at Ziggy’s Pizza.
I didn’t have a crew, so I had to rely on drop bags for any
gear I needed to pick up or drop off during the race. There were seven different aid stations where
you could have a drop bag. Of these, the
Camp 10 Bear aid station was the only aid station that we would visit twice
during the race. We would visit it at 47
miles and again at 69.4 miles. I didn’t
know how far I would get before dark, but having my drop bag here gave me some flexibility. By the time I finished 47 miles, I would have
a good idea whether I needed to pick up my headlamp on the first pass or could
wait until the second pass.
After lunch, I organized my race gear and packed my drop
bag. I had a couple hours to explore
White River Junction. Then I drove back
to Silver Hill Meadow for a mandatory pre-race briefing. I could have saved a trip by waiting until
the afternoon to do packet pickup, but I wanted to get familiar with the
route. In the morning, I would have to find
my way in the dark. I couldn’t count on
using my phone for directions, because cell reception in this area is spotty,
and it might direct me along class IV roads that we were advised not to use. After driving there twice in daylight, I was
pretty sure I could find my way in the dark.
When I got to Silver Hill Meadow, I dropped off my bag. Then I went to the big tent for the pre-race
briefing. In addition to the usual
stuff, we were given some advice about sharing the trails with horses.
During the briefing, the race director mentioned that we would
be getting some rain during the night. That
caught me by surprise. A week before the
race, when I started watching the forecast, I saw a chance of rain during the
night. As it got closer to race day, it
seemed like the rain risk went away. The
last time I checked the forecast I was only paying attention to the high and
low temperatures. I didn’t think to
check the nighttime forecast for rain. Oops.
I immediately regretted that I didn’t put a jacket or rain
poncho in my drop bag. I certainly could
have. I brought them, and I had plenty
of room in my bag. By now, it was too
late. I had already turned in my bag,
and my rain poncho and Tyvek jacket were both at the hotel.
After the briefing, there was a pre-race dinner. It was a pretty good meal. They had at least four types of pasta, a few
salads, rolls, bread, and cookies. They
also had water and lemonade, but you had to bring your own cup or bottle. This is a cupless race, and that includes the
dinner. After the dinner, I drove back
to the hotel and discovered a baggie with half of my electrolyte pills. That was supposed to be in my drop bag. Instead, I had to keep them in my fanny pack. Fortunately, they don’t take up much space.
After reviewing the forecast, I couldn’t ignore the risk of
rain Saturday night. I had two
options. I could tie a Tyvek jacket
around my waist, or I could try to stuff a plastic rain poncho into my fanny
pack, which was already full. In either
case, I could eventually put it in my drop bag, but not until my first pass
through Camp 10 Bear, which would take several hours.
After verifying the rain poncho would fit in the fanny pack,
I tried to get to sleep as early as I could.
I slept well for about four and a half hours. That’s more than I expected. I actually felt more alert than I did on
Friday.
The race started at 4:00 AM, and I needed to check in at the
start by 3:45. I usually allow an hour
to get ready in the morning, and I had to allow time for the drive. I set my alarm for 2:00, but I was awake at
1:00, so I started getting ready.
I had time to fix a cup of tea and reheat a slice of my
leftover pizza. Then I checked the
weather forecast again. The forecast
high for race day was 82 degrees. The
early morning temperature only 56 degrees, so I could look forward to several
hours of comfortable running before it got hot.
It now seemed certain it would rain during the night, but it was hard to
predict when it would start. It seemed
unlikely it would start before 4 AM. That
gave me 24 hours to finish before it started raining. Originally, I just wanted to finish within
the 30 hour time limit. Now I was
strongly motivated to finish within 24 hours, which was an ambitious goal. I needed to do much more running than I
originally planned.
I had two reasons to be concerned about the rain. First, I was planning to wear the same
clothes and shoes for the entire race, so I dressed for the afternoon heat. I expected to get cold during the night, when
the temperature dropped back into the 50s.
My plastic rain poncho was the only extra layer I could add, and it
wouldn’t cover my arms and legs. If we
got a soaking rain, I’d almost certainly get hypothermic. I struggle with those conditions when I’m
running. I don’t generate as much heat
when I’m walking.
I was also concerned about running in the dark on muddy
trails. After talking to runners who have done this race in rainy years, I got
the impression that the course really degrades when it’s wet.
I had no trouble driving to the start in the dark. I already knew every turn. I got there at 3:00 and was able to park
close to the start. After checking in, I
relaxed in my car until 3:30. Then I
made a bathroom stop and filling my bottle.
My fanny pack was so full, I could barely get it on. In addition to the rain poncho, I had my car
keys, room card, electrolyte pills, camera, and flashlight. I’d be using the flashlight for the first
hour of the race, but I had to have room to put in back in my fanny pack.
As the race started, we ran downhill for the first
mile. I ran this whole section. I would have been more comfortable walking
it, but I wanted to stay with the main pack of runners in the early miles.
We eventually left the road to make a sharp right turn onto
a dirt trail. The course was well marked,
but I could easily have missed this turn in the dark if I was by myself. That’s why I wanted to be in a thick pack
until there was enough natural light to see.
I could see some rocks in the trail, so I ran cautiously and
kept my light focused on the ground right in front of me. When we reached a trail section without any
rocks, I turned off my light. There was enough
light from the runners around me that I could still see.
Each time we reached an uphill section, the people ahead of me
started walking. When they walked, I
walked. When they resumed running, I did
too. As a result, I was running all the
downhill section and walking all the uphill sections. That’s almost the opposite of what I planned,
but it was the path of least resistance.
I training to walk both uphill and downhill, but I only trained to run
uphill. I was worried that the downhill running might beat up my quads, but I
was maintaining a good pace, running downhill and power-walking uphill.
By 5:00, there was enough natural light to see the whole
road, so I stuffed my flashlight back into my fanny pack.
I had to run seven miles before reaching the first of 25 aid
stations. After that, they were never
more than five miles apart, and they were sometimes much closer. There was a place at this aid station where we
could drop off our flashlights or headlamps.
I didn’t like having that the excess weight in my fanny pack, but if I
dropped it off, I wouldn’t be able to use it later in the race. I kept it with me as an insurance policy, in
case I misjudged my pacing and didn’t reach Camp 10 Bear for the second time until
after dark.
I didn’t want to carry too much weight, so I wore a fuel
belt that holds only one water bottle. Early
in the race, that was enough to get me from one aid station to the next. When
it got hot, my plan was to drink at each aid station and then top off my bottle
before leaving.
One of my big concerns before the race was my recent tendon
injury. It was feeling OK, but I didn’t
know how it would hold up over 100 miles. If it wasn’t healed, that could
easily become a problem that could end my race.
In the first mile or two, I felt some tightness in my left hamstring and
some mild soreness in my left glute, but no pain at the connection point. The soreness went away as I got warmed up, so
I was able to walk at a fairly brisk pace.
Most of the aid stations just had water and a sports drink
called Base. I filled my bottle with
Base at every aid stations. The large
aid stations also had food. At each of
these aid stations, I ate a PBJ.
The horses started later than we did. We were about two and a half hours into the
race when the first horses caught up to us.
The fastest ones passed us so quickly, that I couldn’t get a clear
picture.
Most of the course seemed remote, but we sometimes went past
farms and houses on residential roads. At 15 miles, went through a town and got our
first real crowd support. Then we
crossed the Taftsville covered bridge.
We turned to followed a road which gave up great views of this river.
Throughout the day we were passed by more horses. Most of the riders were in groups of three or
four.
For the first 25 miles, the majority of the course was on
dirt roads that looked like this.
Some of trail sections were fairly runnable, but some of
them had rocks. Going uphill, I walked
at the best pace I could manage, but some of these sections were steep. Going downhill, I had to run cautiously. Where there were rocks, I had to walk.
At the tops of the climbs we were sometimes rewarded with
views of the surrounding hills.
I reached 25 miles in less than five hours. I was averaging 12 minutes per mile, which
put me on pace for a 20 hour finish. I
was worried I was going too fast and would pay for it later. I was also worried about how much downhill
running I was doing. My legs weren’t
conditioned for that, and I was concerned I was probably beating up my
quads. I was maintaining such a fast pace
only because I felt it was important to finish within 24 hours to stay ahead of
the rain.
I talked to another runner who has done this race
before. I commented that it seemed like
there was twice as much downhill as uphill.
It wasn’t just me. He also felt
like the course was much easier than he remembered. I later learned that the first 25 miles was
the easiest part of the course.
After that, we encountered more trail sections, and they
became more technical.
We started a climb that went on and on. I was able to maintain a brisk pace on most of it, but after so much climbing, I knew there would eventually be a long steep descent. There was. The descent was surprisingly steep, over a series of grassy hillsides. For the first time, I passed one of the horses. On uphill or flat terrain, the horses were faster. The horses don’t like steep descents, so they tend to be slower than runners on these sections.
We started a climb that went on and on. I was able to maintain a brisk pace on most of it, but after so much climbing, I knew there would eventually be a long steep descent. There was. The descent was surprisingly steep, over a series of grassy hillsides. For the first time, I passed one of the horses. On uphill or flat terrain, the horses were faster. The horses don’t like steep descents, so they tend to be slower than runners on these sections.
Running down these hills was uncomfortable. I couldn’t run them freely, so I was
constantly putting on the brakes to control my speed. If I didn’t trash my quads earlier, I
certainly did here. I should have walked
down the hills, but it was uncomfortable trying to walk downhill through the
tall grass.
When I reached the next aid station, they said we were done
with 30 miles. I checked my watch. My pace over the last five miles was about 13
minutes per mile. That was still faster
than the pace I needed to finish in 24 hours, but I was concerned about the
damage I did to my quads. I also knew I
would slow down in the afternoon heat. I
was already getting hot and sweaty, even though it was only a little after 10:00. Leaving that aid station, we followed a paved
road for a few minutes before entering the next trail section. I walked this, so I could take the time to
eat a PBJ.
The next section of trail was uphill. It was so steep, I
couldn’t walk it fast. Until now, I
always passed people going uphill. Now, others were passing me. This climb went on and on and on. It must have been at least a mile, and it was
all steep. This section wore me out, and
I never recovered from it.
When we eventually got onto road again, I could no longer
run all of the downhill sections. Even
when the slope was gradual, I had to take walking breaks, because my quads got
sore.
There was another long uphill section, but this one was on
road. I tried to walk briskly, but
quickly got tired and had to slow to a casual walking pace. After the long hill and another uncomfortable
descent, I crossed another covered bridge, which led me into the next aid
station.
At the Lincoln Covered Bridge aid station, they handed me a wet
cloth. My head was covered with sweat,
so I took off my hat and sunglasses and wiped away the sweat. Before leaving the aid station I ate some
pickle slices and a potato wedge covered with salt.
The sign at the aid station said I was done with 39.2
miles. I thought it said the next one
was at 41 miles, but I misread the sign.
It actually said it was 4.1 miles to the next aid station.
I was getting thirsty.
Thinking it was only two miles to the next aid station, I drank
more. In the next two miles I drained my
bottle. I didn’t know it, but I still had
two miles to go before the next aid station.
I could no longer run.
Now I was walking both uphill and downhill. I could no longer power walk either. All I could do was walk at a casual
pace. Walking downhill was now painful.
During this stretch, I had to face several painful
realities. I still had almost 60 miles
to go. Now that I was reduced to a
casual walking pace, it would take me another 20 hours. Every mile was going to be painful. I still had enough time to finish within the
time limit, but I might have to walk in the rain for as much as five
hours. If that happened, I would surely get
hypothermic.
You can tolerate a lot of discomfort if you’re
motivated. At FANS, I had a burning desire to get my Centurion badge. I no longer had a burning desire to finish
this race. This race was a stepping
stone toward eventually running the Western States 100. For the past year, I’ve had serious doubts
about whether I could train for Western States without reinjuring my back, but
I wanted to keep my options open. Now I
also had serious doubts about whether I could ever finish that race. It’s much more difficult than this one, and
this one was kicking my ass. I suddenly
had serious doubts about whether I still wanted to do Western States. There are a lot of races I want to do, and I
can’t do all of them. Having a Western
States qualifier in my schedule each year makes me skip other races. I had an epiphany and realized it just wasn’t
worth it any more. It’s time for me to accept
my limits and focus on the races I’m good at.
There was one other thought on my mind. At the pre-race dinner, I bumped into a
runner I know who has done this race 27 times. When I asked him if he had any advice, he
said, “Have fun.” At this point in the
race, I wasn’t having any fun. It was
now just a long painful ordeal.
I was ready to quit, but I had to get to one of the major
aid stations. The next major aid station
was Camp 10 Bear, which was at 47 miles.
Before that, I had get to Lillians aid station. This section was mostly road, but it was
still agonizingly slow and painful. It
seemed like it took forever. When I got
there, I ate a piece of watermelon and started eating a popsicle as I left the
aid station. I still had 3.7 miles to
get to Camp 10 Bear. As I left Lillians,
there was a brief section alongside a highway.
It was flat, and I started talking to another runner as we both walking along
the road. Then we got onto a section of
dirt road, which was also fairly flat.
As we were talking, I almost made a wrong turn. I didn’t notice the trail marker showing
where to leave the road. Fortunately, I
was with another runner who was paying more attention.
The trail was extremely well marked. If you missed a turn, it’s because you weren’t
paying attention. At every turn, they
had yellow disks with arrows. Sometimes,
they also had chalk arrows on the road.
Between the turns, there were yellow disks with the letter “C.” These were confidence markers to let you know
you were still on the right trail.
After a long section of flat roads, I started to feel more comfortable.
I felt like I might be recovering. Then
we entered another trail section. At
first it was downhill, and I started to run it.
After a few steps, I thought better of that and switched to
walking. Then I started up a long steep
hill. Other runners were walking up the
hill at a casual pace. I couldn’t even
do that. Everyone was passing me. This section was single track, so I had to
keep stepping off the trail to let people pass.
That section removed any doubt about what the rest of the race would be
like. I was out of gas.
Normally, if I’m considering dropping from a race, I’ll try
to make it as far as I can. Camp 10 Bear
was the best place to stop, because my drop bag was there, but I’d be going
though there again at 69.4 miles. Normally, I’d keep going until I got there
for the second time. Just getting there from Lincoln Cover Bridge seemed like a death march. I just couldn’t
imagine dragging myself through another 22.4 slow painful miles when I
knew I’d be dropping later anyway. I
also preferred stopping in the afternoon.
By the time I got back there again it would be well after dark.
The last two miles before Camp 10 Bear were on dirt
roads. I had no way of knowing if I was
getting close to the aid station, so the road seemed to go on and on.
Before one of the last turns, I saw what looked like a trail
marker, but it was pointed at a funny angle.
Were we supposed to turn right? I
saw runners ahead of me who were going straight. A runner at the intersection turned back
toward me and asked me if we were supposed to turn here. I said, “I think so. I see a trail marker.” She missed that marker, but looking down the
road to her right, she saw one of the confidence markers.
She knew the two runners who went straight and yelled their
names. No answer. They were already out of sight around a bend. I yelled, “You missed a turn” as loud as I
could. It was so loud I could hear my voice echo through the meadow. They heard me and yelled, “Thanks.” They had to backtrack for about a quarter
mile, but that’s better than going miles out of their way before discovering
they were off course. That could really
ruin your day.
Camp 10 Bear is by far the largest of the aid stations. As I got close, I saw a bunch of parked
cars. When I got there, I checked in and
asked where the drop bags were. After
retrieving my drop bag, I told one of the volunteers I was dropping out, and I
gave her my race bib. That’s the
protocol. They need to know that you’re
no longer on the trail, so they don’t have to search for you when you’re
overdue to check in at the next aid station.
It took me 10½ hours to finish 47 miles. Technically, I was still on pace for a 24
hour finish. In reality, it would take
me close to 18 hours to do 53 more miles at the pace I was now walking. I had enough time, but I just couldn’t see
putting myself through that many hours of pain, and quite frankly, I was afraid
of getting caught in a cold rain during the night.
They had a shuttle to take runners or pacers to the other major
aid stations or the start/finish area. Near
the food table, I saw they were grilling burgers and brats. While I was waiting for the next shuttle, I
had a burger. I couldn’t imagine eating
anything that filling during a race, but now it was post-race food, and it
really hit the spot.
After I got back to the start/finish area, I drove back to
the hotel. By the time I showered and
changed clothes, it was already dinner time, and I was hungry again. I still had leftover
pizza, so I didn’t have to go out.
I slept well Saturday night.
I slept in and didn’t get up until 8:00.
When I went down to breakfast, I saw that it was beginning to rain
lightly. That was around 8:30. I don’t know if there were periods of rain
during the night. If not, I might have
been able to finish before the rain started.
If I had known that, I might have continued, but it still would have
meant 18 slow painful hours of walking, and I still would have been cold during
the night. It’s easy to second-guess
your decisions after the fact.
I made several mistakes before this race that led to my
failure to finish. My first mistake was
underestimating the difficulty of this course.
I was expecting most of it to be on dirt roads. I thought the trail sections would have a surface
similar to the roads. I wasn’t expecting
anything technical, and I wasn’t expecting hills that were so steep. My second mistake was overestimating my own
preparedness for this race. I’ve had
some good results running, but those were in road races. I wasn’t prepared to run on trails, and I
wasn’t prepared to do a bunch of downhill running. My third mistake was not only abandoning my pacing
plan, but starting at a pace that was clearly too fast. My last mistake was not being prepared for
the possibility of rain during the night.
I got careless and didn’t keep checking the forecast. I should have had rain gear and extra
layers. I also should probably have had
more than one drop bag. I’m usually on
top of that stuff, but I got complacent.
It’s not all bad news.
A week ago, I couldn’t walk at a brisk pace without aggravating an
injured hamstring tendon. I didn’t think
it would be healed before this race.
Apparently it was. It didn’t
bother me during the race, and it’s not bothering me today. I have lots of sore muscles, but that tendon
isn’t sore at all. After three weeks of
mostly resting, I’m ready to resume training.
I was really worried that I would aggravate this injury to the point
where I would be jeopardizing the other races on my schedule. Not finishing this race, but being healthy
again is a trade-off I’ll gladly accept.
Race Statistics
Race Distance: 100
miles
Result: Did Not
Finish
Distance Covered: 47 miles
Average Pace: 13:24