On April 15, I ran the Boston Marathon. This was my 13th Boston Marathon, including the last 12.
My last post was about
the B.A.A. 5K race, which was Saturday morning.
This post picks up where that one left off.
Saturday, April 13
I always know dozens of
friends who are also doing the Boston Marathon.
Marathon weekend isn’t just about the race. It’s also an opportunity to get together with
people who are in the same running clubs.
On Saturday afternoon, I
always get together with a group called Boston Squeakers. To understand what squeakers are, you need to
know something about the registration process for the Boston Marathon.
Prior to 2011,
registration opened in September, and it remained open until the race
filled. That usually took months. If you had a qualifying time, you didn’t need
to be in a rush to register. Getting in
was pretty much automatic.
That all changed in
2011. When registration opened for the
2012 race, it filled the same morning.
There were people with qualifying times who waited until after work to
register, only to find out that the registration was already closed.
After that, the B.A.A.
changed their registration process.
Instead of registration being first-come-first-served, they kept
registration open for a certain number of days.
When the registration period was over, they would see if they had more
applicants than they could accept. If
they did, they would rank the runners according to the margin by which the beat
the qualifying standard for their age group.
Then the B.A.A. would announce a cutoff time. All runners who beat the cutoff time would
get in. Those who didn’t were
rejected. For example, a runner who
qualified with three minutes to spare might get in, while a runner who
qualified with 2:59 to spare might not.
A squeaker is someone who
qualified for Boston, but not by a wide margin.
The Boston Squeakers were formed by runners who either missed the cut or
just barely got in. Many of the runners
who missed the cut in one year trained that much harder, so they could make the
cut the next year.
I joined this group in
2016. Before that, I always qualified by
a wide margin. In 2016, I started the
year out of shape after taking time off to recover from injuries. One month before registration started, I still
didn’t have a qualifying time, and I didn’t know if I would get one.
I can still remember
going to the starting line of a race and not knowing how fast I needed to
run. The qualifying standard for my age
group was 3:40, but I didn’t know what the cut-off time would be. Could I get in with a time of 3:38? What about 3:37? I just didn’t know. Late in the race, I knew I would beat 3:40,
but I still had to fight for every possible second, not knowing if that extra
second would matter.
I registered for the
race, but I had to wait for the registration period to end. Then I had to wait for a few more days before
the B.A.A. announced the cut-off. I got
in.
I’ve never missed the
cut, and I no longer have to worry about it.
Now, I’ve finished the race in enough consecutive years that I can
register early, so I no longer have to worry about cut-off times. In spite of that, I still identify with this
group. Anyone who has ever waited
nervously to find out of they made the cut knows what it’s like to be a
squeaker.
The Boston Squeakers
group met at Time Out Market in the afternoon.
Afterwards, a few of us had dinner at a nearby pizzeria.
Sunday, April 14
Sunday
was the only day I didn’t have to get up early.
I slept in and then walked into the North End to have breakfast at North
Street Grille, which is one of Boston’s best brunch spots. This is their banana bourbon French toast.
I
didn’t need to be anywhere until noon, so I did a workout at the hotel before
going out again.
Sunday
is the day that various running clubs meet at the finish line for group
photos. The biggest group is usually
Marathon Maniacs, which always meets at the finish line at noon.
I know
several of the runners in this club, so the group picture is one-stop shopping
for seeing friends who are also in Boston for the race. I had a light lunch with one of those friends
before returning to the finish line for a group picture with the Boston
Squeakers.
Then I
went to Tiem Out Market again. This
time, it was for a happy hour gathering with the 50sub4 Marathon Club. These runners have a shared goal of running
marathons in all 50 states, with times under four hours.
For dinner, I went to Night Shift Brewing. Last year, I discovered that this brewery also has excellent Detroit-style pizza.
Monday, April 15
Monday
was race day. Most people get to the
start in Hopkinton by taking a bus from Boston Common. They use hundreds of school buses to
transport runners to the Athletes’ Village in Hopkinton, which is on the
grounds of the high school and middle school.
Waiting
in the Athletes’ Village can be fun if you’re with a group of friends and the
weather is nice. It can be miserable is
it’s cold and rainy, as it was in 2018.
Some
running clubs charter motor coaches to take them to Hopkinton. The advantage of going in a motor coach is
that you can stay on the bus until it’s time to walk to the start corrals. There’s a parking area for these buses at an
elementary school that’s just a few blocks away from Athletes’ Village. The disadvantage is that you have to get up
early, regardless of which wave you’re in.
My wave didn’t start until 10:50, but I had to be on the bus by 6:45.
The
bus ride to Hopkinton took about an hour.
After that, I was waiting on the bus for another two hours before it was
time to start walking to the start corrals.
I had to make a few bathroom stops, but there was a bathroom on the
bus. We also had lots of port-o-potties
outside the school. In the Athletes’
Village, there are long lines for the port-o-potties. We didn’t have to wait in line at all.
About
an hour before it was time for my wave to start, I walked over to the Athletes’
Village. From there, it’s about a mile
to the start corrals. On the way, I made
one last bathroom stop at CVS, where they have dozens of port-o-potties set up
around the parking lot. Then I walked up
the hill to my corral.
The
weather was on the warm side. When we
arrived in Hopkinton, the temperature was still in the 40s. By the time the race started, the temperature
was in the upper 50s. The forecast high
was in the upper 60s, but it may have reached 70. I was expecting partly cloudy skies, but it
turned out to be mostly sunny. Finally,
we had a tailwind for most of the race.
Usually that’s a good thing. When
it’s warm, it can be bad, because the breeze doesn’t cool you down when it’s
blowing in the same direction that you’re running.
For
the last 10 years, they haven’t had a gear check in Hopkinton. If you want warm clothes at the finish line,
you can check a bag near Boston Common before boarding a bus to the start. If you want extra layers in the start area,
they have to be clothes you’re willing to leave behind. There are volunteers with donation bags in
the Athletes’ Village and along the way from there to the start corrals. I wore a pair of wind pants that Deb picked
up at a garage sale and a disposable jacket that I got at the finish of another
race. I dropped them in the donation
bags on my way to the corrals.
I had
two goals for this race. My first goal
was to break 3:50, which is the qualifying standard for my age group. My second goal was to run negative splits
(i.e. run faster in the second half).
Those are both things that I’ve done in this race, but I’ve never done
both of them in the same year. Running
negative splits is difficult on this course, because the first half is the
easier half of the course.
There
are four waves, and each wave has eight corrals. I was hoping my qualifying time would get me
into the second wave. Instead, it got me
into the first corral of the third wave.
The only way you can get into the first corral of any wave is to be assigned
to that corral. You can always move back
to a later corral, and you can also move back into a later wave. The one exception is that you can’t move into
the first corral of any wave if you weren’t assigned to it.
I was
joking with a few friends that I had the opportunity to do something
stupid. I could line up right at the
front and then race down the hill with nobody in front of me. That would be fun, but it wouldn’t be smart.
I
moved to the front of my corral just long enough to take a picture of the
starting line, which was currently blocked my several race volunteers. Then I moved back to somewhere in the middle
of the corral. I wanted to have enough
runners in front of me that I wouldn’t be able to run any faster than the wall
of runners in front of me.
I knew
what pace I needed to break 3:50. My
plan was to run as close to that pace as possible for the first half of the
race. The first two miles are sharply
downhill, so I knew those miles might be a little fast, even if I wasn’t trying
to go fast.
As we
started running, the runners in front of me initially held me back. Before long, everyone in front of me got up
to speed, and I could run at my own pace.
I tried to start at about the same pace I usually start, but the first
mile is sharply downhill, and it’s hard to gauge how fast you’re running when
you’re running downhill.
Although
the first mile is mostly downhill, there’s a short uphill section after about
one kilometer. Until then, I was keeping
up with the runners in front of me. On
the uphill part, I allowed myself to drift back a bit. I didn’t want to work too hard. When the road turned downhill again, I
started keeping pace again.
At the
end of the first mile, I read my time. I
was surprised to see that I was about 30 seconds slower than my target
pace. That didn’t seem possible. I wasn’t trying to go out fast, but this mile
is always fast.
The
people in my corral all had qualifying times in the 3:20s. I didn’t expect to keep up with them, yet I
was. How could everyone be starting so
slow?
As I
started the second mile, I picked up my effort.
This mile is also sharply downhill, and I was trying to use the hill to
speed up. This mile also has a brief
uphill section. This time, I worked to
keep up my pace going uphill.
Before
that mile was over, I was already getting hot and sweaty. I don’t usually get hot and sweaty this early
in a race unless it’s extremely hot and humid.
I was also getting tired. My
effort didn’t seem like it would be sustainable for much longer. It certainly wouldn’t be sustainable for the
whole race.
At 1.9
miles, I saw the banner indicating we were entering Ashland. Ashland is the second of the eight
communities that we would run through.
Farther ahead, I could see the 2-mile sign.
My
time for the second mile was much faster than the first mile, but I was still
a few seconds slower than my target pace.
How was that possible? These were
downhill miles, and I was already working hard trying to get up to pace. What would happen when the course leveled
out?
I
began to think that I was just having a really bad day. Somehow, I just didn’t have it today. The third mile is also downhill, but it’s
more gradual than the first two miles. I
couldn’t speed up in this mile. I did
what I could, but I couldn’t sustain the same effort that I put into the second
mile.
I
reached an aid station and grabbed a cup of Gatorade from one of the
volunteers. There were so many runners
moving to and from the tables that it was hard to avoid bumping into any of
them. I held the cup carefully and moved
out to the middle of the road before starting to drink it. I was proud of myself for doing that without
spilling. I drank it without slowing
down.
I ran
mile three in 8:02. That was slower than
mile two. That was disappointing, but
not surprising, since I wasn’t pushing as hard, and the third mile doesn’t
descend as much as the first two.
An
8:02 pace is very close to 8:00, and it suddenly dawned on me that that’s the
pace you need for a 3:30 marathon. I was
trying for a 3:50 marathon, so I shouldn’t be going that fast. My target pace was 8:45, but I somehow got
mixed up and thought my target pace was 7:45.
For three miles, I thought I was going too slow, but I was actually
running way too fast.
Everything
made sense now. I understood why I was
seemingly unable to hit my target pace.
I understood why it felt so tiring.
I understood why I was keeping up with the other runners around me, even
though they should’ve been running away from me.
As I
began the fourth mile, I slowed way down.
I let all the other runners go by me.
I needed to slow down to 8:45 mile per, or perhaps even a little slower. I wasn’t sure if it was too late to salvage
my race. I was worried that those first
three miles had taken too much out of me, and I would never recover from them.
I
reached another aid station, but this time I slowed to a walk as I drank my
Gatorade. There was no reason to
rush. A few seconds of walking also
helped me to settle down.
My
time for mile four was 8:34. That was
still a little fast, but it was much more reasonable. As I started the next mile, I eased up a
little more.
I was
entering Framingham now. The course was
leveling out, and there were even a few spots that were slightly uphill. The moment I reached a slightly uphill
section, my legs felt heavy. I was only
in the fifth mile, but I already had some soreness in my quads. If they felt that way now, how would they
feel later when I reached the hills of Newton?
In
mile five, I slowed to 9:11. That was
too slow. I could afford to give some
time back, but I didn’t want to give it back all at once. I was forced to pick up my effort a little.
I knew
several people who were either volunteering or spectating at different spots on
the course. I was hoping to see a friend
volunteering at five miles, but I wasn’t able to spot her. The volunteers all wore the same yellow and
blue jackets, so it was hard to recognize someone if you didn’t see their face.
In the
next mile, I picked up my pace to 8:56.
I followed that by two 8:54 miles and an 8:52 mile. All of these miles were a little bit slow,
but that’s what I needed to do at this point.
The early miles took a toll on me, and even this pace felt somewhat
tiring.
I
realized by now that the conditions were hotter than I was expecting. It was sunny, and I never felt a breeze. I drank Gatorade at every aid station,
knowing it was important to take in enough fluids. It seemed like I was passing aid stations
every few minutes. In fact, they were
spaced a mile apart.
At
nine miles, I entered Natick. There was
a lake on my right, and the wind briefly shifted. It was blowing across the lake, and the
breeze felt nice and cool. I really
needed that at this point in the race.
Cool breezes like this were fleeting.
The
first half of the course has a downhill trend, but the section going through
Natick was an exception. The next few
miles were slightly uphill. I reminded
myself that I shouldn’t be too disappointed if a slowed down a little here.
I
actually sped up a little in mile 10, nailing my target pace for the first
time. I slowed down almost to nine
minutes in mile 11, but I was back on target in mile 12. Now I was entering Wellesley, which was the
fifth different town along the route.
One of
the highlights of the course is the “Wellesley scream tunnel,” which begins at
20K. The students of Wellesley College
all line up behind barriers on the right side of the road. I moved to the right, so I was running right
in front of them. Their screaming was almost
overwhelming, but it pumped me up. I
felt like I was speeding up a little in that mile.
After
Wellesley College, I reached the city center.
I was almost to the 13-mile sign when I suddenly tripped and fell. I caught my foot on the cover for a gas line. It was the second time this year that I’ve
hit the pavement during a race.
It
wasn’t a painful landing. I didn’t seem
to have any scrapes. Physically, I was
unhurt, but it took the wind out of my sails.
I got up quickly, but I wasn’t able to run as fast as before. At first, I wondered if I would be slow the
rest of the way. By the time I reached
the 13-mile sign, I was up to speed and keeping up with the runners around me.
Mile
13 was a little slow, but that was attributable to the time I lost because of
my fall. I was already looking
ahead. I could see the halfway point,
and I wondered what my time for the first half would be.
My
halfway split was 1:54:14. That’s about
where I wanted to be, but the way I got there was messed up. I was on pace for a Boston qualifier, but I
didn’t have any room to slow down. One
of my goals was to speed up in the second half.
That seemed improbable after the way I started. The second half is the tougher half of the
course, and I was already way more tired than I should be at this point. My quads felt heavy every time I ran uphill.
The
next few miles are downhill, and I was able to pick up my pace without too much
effort. My times for miles 14 and 15
were both in the 8:30s. Mile 16 includes
a half mile stretch that’s sharply downhill as we descended toward the Charles
River. In that mile, I sped up to 8:13.
As I
crossed the river, I entered the town of Newton. The next five miles are the most difficult
section of the course. There are four
hills on this section of the course.
They’re not huge, but I would have to work harder just to run the same
pace.
The
first hill is long, but it’s also gradual.
I picked up my effort enough to keep up with the runners around me. A few runners were walking. I ignored them and focused on keeping up with
the runners who weren’t slowing down.
That
hill takes up most of the 17th mile.
Then there’s a brief downhill section, which gave me a chance to
recover. When I finished that mile, I
was pleased to see that my pace was right on target.
The
next mile starts out flat, but that’s the calm before the storm. At 17.5 miles, we make a right turn in front
of the fire station and begin climbing the second hill.
Several
times during the race, I heard music.
Usually, it was at an aid station.
I heard lots of songs that I recognized, but none resonated with me as
much as the song they were blasting from the sound system at the fire
station. It was a song by Boston, which
is one of my favorite groups. The song
was “Don’t Look Back,” and that song framed my attitude for the rest of the
race. I had messed up in the early
miles, but I couldn’t look back. I had
to forget that and focus on what I needed to do in the remaining miles.
The
second hill isn’t as long as the first one, but it’s steeper. It’s the first hill on the course that really
feel like a hill.
Last
year, I attacked this hill. This year, I
had to be more patient. I focused on
keeping up with the runners around me, ignoring anyone who was walking or
slowing down. For the first third of the
hill, I found that to be manageable. By
the middle of the hill, I was still keeping up with everyone else, but only
because everyone was slowing down. By
the top of the hill, I was no longer keeping up, but I did my best to limit the
damage.
As the
road turned downhill again, I initially used the downhill to recovery. Then I started to pick up my pace. When I reached the 18 mile mark, I was
pleased to see that I had hit my target pace again. Two hills down and two to go.
Just
past 18, there was an aid station. My
friend Eliot was volunteering there. I
was able to spot him, because he was wearing his 50sub4 hat.
For
most of the race, it was sunny, and I seriously felt hot. As I ran through Newton, it started to get
cloudy. Having cloud cover make a huge
difference. I also started to feel a
breeze. We changed directions at the
fire station, and for at least a mile I felt a crosswind. That also made a difference.
Mile
19 is mostly downhill, and I really picked up the pace in that mile. I ran it in 8:25. Another friend had told me he’d be watching
the race from somewhere near 19 miles. I
looked for him, but I wasn’t able to spot him.
The crowds were thick, and it was tough to spot someone if you didn’t
know what they were wearing.
Looking
ahead, I could see the next hill. This
one isn’t particularly steep or particularly long. It’s the easiest of the four hills, but it
still forced me to lift my effort. I got
through that mile in 8:41, which was slightly faster than my target pace.
At the
20-mile mark, I could see the beginning of the last hill. This is the famous Heartbreak Hill. It starts out gradual, but gets more tiring. There are a couple of bends in the road, so
you can’t see the whole hill from the bottom.
I did
my best to keep up my pace, but I was starting to run out of gas before I
reached the top. I had to get halfway
around the last bend before I saw a blue banner high above the road. That was the top.
As
soon as I crested the hill, I started to pick up my pace. I momentarily forgot that the road kicks up
again one more time.
After
getting over that last little hill, I finally reached the beginning of a long
downhill stretch. Ahead of me, I could
see the 21-mile sign and Boston College.
My time for mile 21 was 9:00. I
gave up 15 seconds, but that’s less than the time I gained in the previous
mile. I got through the hills of Newton
without losing any time. From here, it’s
mostly downhill to the finish.
When
you leave one town and enter another, there’s usually a large banner. Theres isn’t any banner when you leave Newton
to enter Boston. That’s probably because
you enter Boston more than once. The
next two miles through Boston were both downhill, and I used the hill to pick
up my pace. I ran mile 22 in 8:19 and
mile 23 in 8:35.
By now
I had made the turn at Cleveland Circle, and I was about to leave Boston to
enter Brookline. Here, the road leveled
off, but it would eventually turned slightly downhill again.
When I
tripped and fell earlier, I didn’t think I had any scrapes. Now, I realized I had scraped the side of my
right knee. I had broken the skin. I didn’t notice before, but now the salt from
my sweat was making it sting.
Somewhere
around 23 miles, I tripped again. This
time, I tripped on a patch of uneven pavement where a pothole had been
patched. I didn’t fall, but I had some
awkward strides. It was uncomfortable
enough to take me out of my rhythm. I
slowed down, and I didn’t know it I would be able to get back into my pace
again. When the road turned downhill, I
was able to use that to speed up again.
I had
enjoyed the cloud cover for about five miles, but suddenly it got sunny
again. The last three miles were going
to be hot, but I couldn’t back down now.
I somehow stayed on pace through Newton.
I wasn’t going to give up with three miles to go.
About
halfway through the next mile, I looked up and saw the giant Citgo sign that’s
across from Fenway Park. It was still a
mile and a half away, but it’s a major milestone. When I got there, I would have exactly one
mile to go.
My
time for mile 24 was in the 8:30s. That
was encouraging. It’s always tough to hang
on in the last two miles, but I had done everything necessary to reach my
goals. I had to keep it going for two
more miles.
I left
Brookline to enter Boston for a second time.
Here, there was a banner. Then, at
40K, we had to climb a ramp up to a bridge over the freeway. This little hill is always tiring, but I
pushed as hard as I could. Then I
reached the 25 sign. I ran another mile
in the 8:30s.
When I
got to the aid station just past 25, I started looking for my friend Mary. I ran past several tables, but I didn’t see
her. Then I saw a shiny unicorn
horn. She had told me she would be
wearing that, but I forgot until I saw it.
I was already going by her, but I yelled and waved.
Underneath
the Citgo sign, there’s a line in the road saying one mile to go. Looking ahead, I could see a bridge painted
blue with the words, “Boston Strong.” I
knew from that bridge, it was one kilometer to go. That bridge was also the turnaround point of
the 5K race. From that point on, I would
be repeating a section of the course that I ran as part of the 5K race on
Saturday.
The
road dipped down as we went under the Massachusetts Avenue bridge. I picked up speed going downhill, but I had
to go back uphill on the other side. I
thought back to running this same section during the 5K on Saturday. I wasn’t going nearly as fast today, and I
didn’t have to go as far to get to the finish.
I fought hard to keep up with the runners around me. After that small rise, I saw the runners
ahead of me making the turn onto Hereford.
Hereford
is slightly uphill, but it’s only two short blocks. Then I made the final turn onto Boylston
Street. I could see the finish line in
the distance.
When I
finished mile 26, I saw that I had managed to speed up in that mile. I didn’t notice the total elapsed time on my
watch, but I saw a digital clock next to the 26 sign. It read 3:49:12. By now, they had adjusted the clocks to show
the elapsed time since the start of wave three.
This was the time since the gun went off. I wasn’t right at the starting line, but I
was in the first corral, so it didn’t take me long to cross the starting
line. Seeing that time really scared
me. It would take well over a minute to
run the last two tenths of a mile. I
wished I had looked at my watch. I
fought for every second as I ran toward the finish line.
I
finished the race in 3:47:41. It wasn’t
close after all. Despite messing up
early, I reached both of my goals. I ran
a Boston qualifying time, and I was faster in the second half. I honestly don’t know how I did that.
I
earned another finisher medal with the classic unicorn logo of the Boston
Athletics Association. I have 17 of these
now, if you include three from the B.A.A. 5K and one from the 2020 virtual
marathon.
I made
my way through the finish line as quickly as I could. I paused just long enough to get a heat
shield that I didn’t really need and a snack bag with enough food for two
meals. Then I made my way to the closest
T station.
The
station was crowded. Lots of people were
waiting for the next northbound train, but there were also lots of people
getting off the train. At first, I had
to stand, but then another passenger offered me his seat. I’m sure I looked like a wreck.
After
getting cleaned up at my hotel, I went over to the Marriott, where I visited
with some of the other runners in the Boston Squeakers group. One of the runners staying there overheated
during the race and needed medical attention.
I felt pretty bad about that.
Earlier in the day, I had been talking to her on the bus. She was concerned about the hot
conditions. I didn’t think it would be
that bad. I told her to just run her
race and not worry about the heat. In
retrospect, I gave her bad advice. I may
have encouraged her to overdo it on a hot day, when she was right to be
concerned.
By the
time I got back to my hotel, it was getting late. I had been up since 4:30, and I was about to
turn into a pumpkin. To save time, I had
dinner at the restaurant attached to the hotel.
Then I crashed.
Tuesday, April 16
My flight home wasn’t until
11:30 AM, so I didn’t have to get up as early.
I still had leftover food, so I ate that for breakfast. I had more water than I could drink, but I finished
all my Gatorade.
When I got to the airport, I
saw lots of other people wearing Boston Marathon gear. It seemed like half the people in the airport
had run the marathon. We all gave each
other looks of recognition. We all
silently congratulated each other. For
many, it was their first Boston Marathon, and it was a big accomplishment. It wasn’t my first, but it was still a big
accomplishment. For the first time in 13
tries I ran a Boston qualifying time and also ran negative splits. I did that in spite of shooting myself in the
foot with a crazy fast start.